Friday, November 6, 2009
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you
I Wanna Grow Old With You by Westlife.
Why must people lie? It's a sin but people still do it. Does it feel good to lie? When you tell a lie, you may feel happy or satisfied. But did you ever think of the consequences? If the person whom you lied knew the truth, it could badly hurt the person or gain anger.
You lied to me and I lied to you, both of us lied like nobody's business. But when I know the truth, I’m deeply hurt by your lies. I'm really sorry that I lied to you as well.
Heart Heart Heartbreak!
有时候我觉得我很傻,已经十一个月了我还是放不下你。
如果有一天我们再见面,你会不会想起我们在一起的时刻?
我是不是达不到你的要求?我真的很怀念你走了以后。
你知道我有多难过吗?我从来没想过这一年的感情会就这样轻易的结束了。
难道我们真的不可以在一起了吗?我只想要最后一次的机会。
我想要你在我左右。怀念我们一起微笑的时候,我爱你。
Although I may like a guy but it's just not the love that me and you had before, deep down in my heart you're still there. I can't help but to cry every night whenever I think of you. Can things just go back to the way it was? I miss you quite terribly!
In your arms.
♥ XOXO`
Monday, November 2, 2009
A blink of an eye and I'm already graduating from high school. When I was in Form Three, I wanted to leave school as fast as possible but now it's ending soon. I didn't expect time would pass this fast. Now I’m leaving my school life, time really does fly fast.
Had a graduation day which was held in school on the 31st of October. That day was a day to get my Baskin Robin as well but I failed to do so, maybe next time! Alright, on that very day in school, we mostly took picture and do nothing.

Eventually every Form 5 students has to wear formal just like an office lady for our big day. Everyone just look superb mature! Oh, a big thanks to Amy for helping my friends and I for the make-up! Hearts.
I went out with my buddies right after school and had steamboat during the night at my place with my classmates! Had loads of fun and I would never forget this day. I'm glad to meet you guys.


A day to remember.
with love, XOXO`
Monday, October 26, 2009

No more Japanese food please! I had enough, it's too much for me. Lol. I went to One Utama with Bennett and my church girlfriends yesterday. Guess what? We had Japanese food for our lunch but before having our lunch, we had spent one hour to look for a Restaurant. None of us had any ideas so we walked and walked until we found one.
When I came home and had my delicious dinner, my parents gave me a surprise although it's a belated birthday. My dad had bought me a Baskin Robin cake which I totally didn't expect. Daddy, you're the greatest dad in the whole wide world, I love you!
By the way, last Saturday the youth had gave me a surprise as well although it's not surprising enough cause I kinda know what's happening. Sorry guys! But thanks for the cake and the present :D
Alright, so I had five celebrations all together. That's kind of a lot for me but I seriously do appreciate it and had loads of fun! I felt like crying now, tears of joy! Lol. I hope next year will be bigger and better. Okay, I'm asking for too much! Just kidding. Well, I never thought it will be this great. I love my friends and family real much, you guys are the best. This year's bitter seventeen had changed to a sweet seventeen! *winks*
P.S: Pictures will soon be uploaded at facebook.Say thank you.
♥ XOXO`
Friday, October 23, 2009
Big thanks to all my girlfriends who had celebrated an early birthday for me! Those presents, cards and surprises meant so much to me. Really appreciate it much! I don't wanna leave you guys after high school. I love you guys loads! Hearts.
Happy Birthday to me!
20th October 09; Ichiban Boshi.I such a good girl on that day cause I went to school. My classmates are celebrating my birthday at Pavilion and not to forget, we celebrated Yuh Wen's birthday as well. Both of us are the princesses of the day! Muahahahaa.


21st October 09; Yaki-Yaki Japanese Buffet.I went to school again! My classmates think that I'd lost my mind for going to school often. I don't know what's wrong with me neither. This time I celebrated with my buddies! You guys are the best jokers. It's hard to eat when you're laughing crazily! Lol.


Unlimited Baskin Robin!



Alright, I'm gonna end here first. Had two great celebrations this week, thanks guys! Don't stop checking out my blog, maybe there's more coming right up. By the way, there are more pictures uploaded in facebook, go and take a look. So long peeps!
Appreciate our friendship.
with loads of love, XOXO`
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Hello fellow readers! Once again I'm back. I know everyone miss me here! Lol. Alright, cut the crap. As you can see I did not blog for a week and now I've got a lot of things to say but some are craps. You can stop reading if you want to, I don't mind about that.
This month really is a great month! Let's see, how many times did I went for Janpanese food. I went to Sushi King twice last week, Tuesday I went to Ichiban Boshi and yesterday I went to Yaki-Yaki Japanese Buffet. Wait, I had a great meal last Saturday with the youth members although it's not japanese food but the food totally rocks! Oh gosh, I'm gonna get fat! I need to do lots of exercise starting from today! I hope.
The youths went to Adrian's house which is at Desa Parkcity last Saturday. All of us had so much fun there! Especially when we're at the park, there's so many weird-fun-stuffs to play. I'll just let the pictures do the talking right now.

















When the fun time end, we headed to 'Ikar' which is owned by Adrian's parent. It's located at Kepong, quite near to Desa Parkcity. There's another one which is at Jalan Ipoh, near to Legend Hotel. When you go there, you have to try 'Yee Mee Cheese Soup'. I'll give many thumbs up for that.
After dinner, Ivan brought me to Rendezvous Restaurant to watch football with his gay friends. Lol. Then he fetched me home and that's the end of the day for last Saturday. There's more coming right up! Check out my blog more often for more updates.
P.S: Credits to Ivan, Jiar Wen and David for the photos.
Don't miss it.
XOXO`
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
I guess I'm trying to say I'm sorry,
But it always comes out wrong,
I think a part of you still loves me,
Even though we're moving on.
And I'm sorry for what happened,
But I want you there to see,
That I'm changing all my actions,
I don't wanna set you free.
Always All Ways by Lostprophets.
I'm freaking confused now. Thinking back of the past, things that I’ve done and things that I’ve said. Once again I'm sorry! I didn't mean to do that. This really brings me down. All the feelings I had recently just faded away. I think I'd lost my mind, my head keeps spinning round and round. I miss you again!
Sushi King's Bonanza weeeeek.
Wondering why I did not update my cute precious little blog? Thinking that it's dead huh? Well, think again, you're wrong! It’s still alive, I just don't know what to update recently. Okay, just a little update about myself again. I had my haircut yesterday. It's like I'm cutting my hair every month! Uh, I'm gonna get broke. I'm in love with sushi and I ate it yesterday. Plussssss, it's cheap cheap cheap from Monday until tomorrow, wheeeee! But one bad thing, rice is stuck in between my teeth and my braces! Like what the freak, hate it.
Love changes everything.
♥ with love, XOXO`
Saturday, October 10, 2009
I stayed at home the whole day yesterday and I was supposed to go to school but I skipped school again. So gonna get bored in school and some of my friends aren't going, so why should I go?
As for yesterday, I'm bored since I turned on the computer in the early afternoon but one crazy fella came and turns my day upside-down! I told him I wanna blog about him but I don't know what to say right now, you made me laugh the hell out and forgot everything! But the only thing I remember was this.
*I was eating oats while chatting on msn with the webcam on.
Him: When we work next time, let's have baby food together.
Me: Omg! That's weird. Pilot and air-stewardess having baby food.
Him: People will stare at us and think that we're cool.
Laugh my ass off! We're lame right? I know I know and this is what he always said,
pure lameness :P
Well, he's a guy who wants to be a pilot and I want to be an air-stewardess. So we'll meet at the airport next time! Lol.
P.S: You still owe me baby food.
P.P.S: Thanks for making my mouth hurt the whole day.
P.P.P.S:
Pilots are pervert! I know i look cute with braces. Mwahahaha!
The real thing.
♥ XOXO`
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Setting up braces on my teeth weren't any pain but after today I’m gonna feel the pain for two to three days! I'm so gonna suffer.
Now my teeth start to hurt a little. Can I get to stand the pain for so many days? I just feel like taking them off right now. I can't take in solid food for a few days! From now on, I can't eat various type of food and no cold drinks. Okay, does this consider as a diet for me or what? Uhh..
Porridge or oats will be alright for me but I hate porridge loads! How am I gonna survive? Plus, I got to brush my teeth with two types of brushes and if it's dirty after a meal, I have to brush it. How troublesome is that? Freaking pathetic.
Can't take it.
XOXO`
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Close your eyes and count to Five!
One, two, three, four, five. ;P
#1 To every PMR candidates, how was your paper on the first day? Heard that it was tough this year. But no matter what happens, just do it with your very best and don't give up! I know you'll be feeling nervous and scare. Just take a deep breath before doing every paper. You'll feel way better after doing that. Trust me!
#2 I'm gonna get my braces tomorrow morning! I'm freaking nervous right now, so let's say I’ll just take a deep breath and get everything fix up first thing in the morning. Don't laugh when you see me! You'll get from me, seriously.
#3 I had bought a grey contact lens a few weeks ago and finally I can get to wear my lens today. I wasn't planning to wear it today but unfortunately I did not bring my spectacles or my normal contact lens to school but I got a colour lens in my bag so I got to use that or else I’ll be just like a blind girl in class, I can't see the white board, it's a little blur.
#4 I need a haircut by next week, it's growing real fast and graduation day is getting nearer! Sometimes I just feel like cutting it real short so that I don't need to go to the saloon every month.
#5 Seriously do need 2 new pairs of heels and I wanna get myself a black genie pants! This feeling is just too random. Teheee.
List of saying.
♥ XOXO`
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Countdown.
The day which leads to the future: 43 days
The day I turn seventeen: 17 days
Everyone needs to leave the world one day but we just don't know when. Nobody can estimate when a person will die. So appreciate your life and live to the max! Enjoy what you have peeps.
This Thursday I’m gonna get my braces. I know I’ve been saying this over and over again but this time I’m sure! Feeling nervous? Yes, I am nervous and I’m prepared to feel the pain. Ouch! It's gonna take an hour to get all fixed up! After 11 in the morning, don't make me smile or laugh. I'll punch you in the face, as if I will. Lol.
Good luck to all the PMR candidates.
All the best in your exam tomorrow. ;D Dreaming your life.
with love, XOXO`