It's the last day for the month of September! Okay this post is just all about birthday. For those who I did not wish you on your birthday, here is it. Sorry about that, hope you guys won't mind. (;

Oh ya! If I had left out someone, please do tell me. I'm gonna update it right away after you'd tell me. Cheers! Have a nice day. *winks*

Left out.
♥ XOXO`

My time is getting shorter and shorter, time really flies fast. We shouldn't waste any of our precious time. I'm happy for myself that I can study this few days but I still can't take a longer time to do my revision. I'm extremely tired of doing this but I still gotto do it for the sake of my future!

Feeling very sleepy every morning, I hope that I take a longer sleep just like the holidays. SPM is just 50 days away and there's not much time left. I still need to go to school for 30 days or less and that's a good thing. As for me, I'm gonna minus some of the day that I won't be going to school and that will probably be just 20 days or less! I'm so gonna study at home, don't call me out anymore.

On the 1st of October is the day which I'm gonna get my braces. A few months ago, I was freaking excited about this but now the feeling was lost. I don't really wanna do this anymore. It's just a random feeling.

Guess who is the cute little boy in the picture! Okay, he's my nephew. Oh my, I sound so old. But I just got to accept the fact. He's my cousin sister's son and he's 3 years old this year. Celebrated his birthday last night although it's not the actual date of his birthday. I love him so much! He's super cute but super naughty.

Well, sometimes I just wish that I’m still a kid. They had so much fun during their birthday and there's a bunch of present waiting for you to open it. The birthday cake even looks nicer and taste better! As for my nephew, he has 3 cakes for his 3rd birthday. One of the cakes has a Doremon and my nephew used a knife to chop off its face. -.-

Some kind of cheese cake.

Strawberry chocolate which is freaking awesome!

Jelly cake? Taste good, seriously!

Face off!

Like father like son! (;

I'm feeling so damn bored today. Went to church as usual and when I’m at church, my girlfriend and I just had to take some picture or camwhore. We do that almost every week! So here it is.

Showing some lame flirting pose. This is just too stupid yet funny! XD

By the way, today my church has a blood donation campaign and here's one of brother showing some idiotic faces after donating his blood. He took a long time to donate and made me felt bored. I can say he took the longest time. He's always and forever crazy, don't blame him! So that's all, so long readers.

I don't know but I think I maybe falling for you
Dropping so quickly, maybe I should keep this to myself
Waiting until I know you better

I am trying not to tell you, but I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feelin'
But I'm tired of holding this inside my head

What's your dating age group? Would you rather date a person who is older than you or younger than you? As for me, a guy who is older than me would surely be better but that was the past. I don't accept any guy who is younger than me, not even a day, an hour, a minute or a second. I seriously mind about it cause that feeling really sucks!

For now, I don't think it really matters cause love is everything about your feelings towards a person. Like what people usually said, "Love is blind". If you really love someone, you wouldn't mind a single thing about that special someone.

Tsunami at Haeundae is an amazing movie! This movie seriously touched my heart and it made me cried badly. This movie is a must watch. Its very touching! Girls, prepare some tissue before watching this movie. Never regretted watching this and I love Korean movie/drama loads! The whole movie is mainly on sacrifices. One of the Korean guy in this movie is real cute, seriously! But he died in the end. *sniff sniff*

Next, The Ugly Truth! This is kinda like a romance movie yet freaking hilarious. There's no regrets for watching this as well. I can say its awesome! But for those who are underage really shouldn't be watching this! Lol. I think this movie is pretty true. People in the world just cant handle the ugly truth. Men only see what they want at first sight and the easiest way to get a man is blow job. Men cannot stand being criticized. They hate control freaks! P/S: If it's untrue, please correct me.

Yesterday I watch both of the movie with my dearest in one day! Well, it's Pui Jing. Someone should have came along with us but she couldn't make it, felt sad for her cause she missed everything. Maybe next time girlfriend, no worries!

My so called dear bought me a birthday present although it's a month away but thank you very muchy! Really love it loads and I'm so gonna appreciate it but I want my pressie now! I just can't wait for one whole month to get my present. You're so cruel. But still, thank you thank you thank you! I love ya. Okay, I feel so gay, gonna stop now! Catch me up readers. Signing out.

Why do guys get shocked when they see or heard that girls are doing boys stuff? Some of them may think it's weird but I don't really think so. We're humans, every human do different things and every human has their own interest. Plus, some guys may underestimate girls in doing something. Even girls will underestimate boys as well. But we shouldn't do that cause every one of us has our own weakness.

One of my friend even said that I’m a lesbian or a tomboy for doing all these stuffs. Although I do all these, I’m still a girl who loves to go shopping, hanging out with my girlfriends, camwhoring, trying out new outfits and even make-up. I’m happy to be who I am and I'm proud of myself!

I'm just interested in doing new stuffs and I love to challenge myself. It's part of life! I think it's enjoying by doing new things. If you don't try, you won't know how fun it would be and your life will just be the same. So go ahead and try something new! Don't stick back to the old fashion way.

I wanted to post this up in my cute little bloggy since last Sunday but I just don't have the time but now I’m super duper free! Everything's over. No more exams but there's a big one coming soon, real soon!

Last two Saturday I managed to go out and it's great. Well, on that very day, I went to church for my youth first and we had fear factor as our program. We have to some drink bitter gourd juice and imagine that, it's real bitter and it's killing us! After having that drink I got a headache. It sucks! Thanks to the organizer, Bennett. You owe me! ROAR.

Next, it's party time! Headed to Piccolo Mondo at Sg.Wang for Bennett's birthday right after church. There's 17 person all together and there's only 3 girls with 14 boys, that's sad for us. Well, I don't know what to say but here are some pictures. I'm just gonna let the picture do the talking!

After dinner, the boys planned to go to Pavilion for some drinking season but failed to do so. Then we walked around Pavilion doing nothing. Later on around 10pm they decided to 'yumcha' at Kaki Corner. The boys watched football there and they went crazy! We talked and laugh for the whole day until it's time. It's already 12plus so Bennett fetched the girls back and I did not went home cause it's already late and it's not convenient. In the end I went to Jiar's place to sleep over.

That's my day when trial is still on. Now the exams are over, I still want to go out more and have lots of funnn! Teheee ;D

Why must people care so much on what you are doing? Especially for those who left you and still caring about you so much. What the hell does this mean? The person tells you like as if he/she is your boyfriend/girlfriend now. She/he doesn’t agree on what you want to be in the past and now we're just friends, can't he/she just give a support and agree on it?

Well, hello! It's my future okay and I’m interested in it. Why do you care so much? I'm not saying that you can't care but why are we talking about the topic as if like a boyfriend and a girlfriend is gonna start a fight? Sigh.

I really appreciate that you still care but please don't talk to me in that manner. Sometimes it really just pissed me off. It's my path, that's the road I want to take.

It's holiday again and I’m bored. I stayed at home to do my revision but I’m day dreaming after a while. I still don't have the mood to study but I’ll try my best to concentrate! Some of you may be wondering why I am so hardworking and not going out, am I right, right right? It's because I’m left with 2 more months. I'm still weak at some subjects, there's no time for me to lose!

I had made lots of things to eat and it's my first time making so much as well. I can say it's all because of my brother. Once i start making something to eat, I won't stop cooking until I’m satisfied. So as for today, my parents aren't around! I've made fried noodles for my brother and it's my first time. My maid should have cook but my brother doesn't want to eat my maid's cooking. Next, kimchi soup! Love it loads! Then chocolate brownies and jelly! Who wants some? But I guess u won't have a chance to eat. Maybe next time! XD

It's been a long time I didn't touch online games. As for today, I went to the cyber cafe with my brother just to play maple story. Thought that it would be boring when I’m playing maple by myself. But luckily Mr. Volcano is there to play with me and he had wasted his precious time leveling. I’m sorry but thank you! (;

I was a freak when I was form 4. I had controlled myself not to play maple since I step into my form 5 life. It's already been nine months. I just don't know why I like the game so much. It's just a 2D game and why am I so addicted to it?

After today's church service I was bored so I called my brother to bring me somewhere and cyber cafe is the place where he brought me to. I spend my day playing maple story at a cyber cafe for approximately 6 hours! Now my head is spinning round and round after playing too much. During the past, 10 hours of maple was normal for me but now I can't take it anymore.

Watching a movie which is so unreal makes you think that it's a stupid movie. I think you all should know what movie I’m talking about, right? If you don't know, take a look at my previous post. The disgusting parts really freak me out. I seriously hate bloods! Some part of the movie is just so illogical, it makes no sense. But overall, it was okay. I guess I’m just gonna give it a rating of 5/10.

After the movie, I went to MBS with my friends for a mooncake festival at night. The whole program was not bad, I’m gonna give it a thumbs up for it and especially the drama, its freaking hilarious! Good job to everyone last night. ;D

FUTSAL! It's the program for today with my church members. We had so much fun although some of us got hit by the ball and I think I’ve been hit the most. It hurts a lot at first but it was alright. I can stand the pain but as for my leg, it still hurt. I didn't get it hurt while playing futsal, it happen when I was running around and I bang into a stone table. Can't even feel my leg right now.


I had two great days! Okay, I think I need to take a rest. I'm exhausted, didn't get enough sleep last night. Gonna take a nap! Catch me up in my next post. Signing off.

Okay actually yesterday was just the second last day of my trial. Now it's really the end of my trial exam! I'm just a little too over excited about everything last night.

I'm gonna watch 'Final Destination 4' this Friday! I'm kinda curious about that movie right now. Normally I don't watch movie like this but I don't know what the hell is wrong with me, I’m so looking forward to this movie. Can somebody just slap me now? Lol.

Ghost movie or any disgusting movie is just not right for me. I hate all these kind of movie but sometimes I’ll watch for the sake of getting out of boredom. Hmmm, any comments for this movie? I think I’m kinda late/outdated for watching this movie but I’m having trial okay, don't blame me. If I’m not having trial, I will be watching tons of movies already. I can't go out too much if not my results will be like a piece of crap.

Looking forward on watching 'The Ugly Truth' as well. Who wants to watch this with me? This is movie is 18 and above but who cares. Lol. To 'ahem ahem', if you wanna watch this, wear a little more mature or else you'll get caught. You know who you are! If you don't feel like watching but still go with me! I wanna watch with you and it's just a random feeling. Don't reject me okay! ;P

I'm so so so gonna enjoy to the max until this Sunday! Let's par-taayyyy! I hope I won't dream until I fall off my bed. Lol. Okay, I think I gotto chill a little. It's just a trial, it's not SPM and why am I so excited and happy? No one knows and I don't know. XD

I had register for a flight attendant preparatory course yesterday, can't wait to take the course on mid of December this year. The company is Inter-Excel Advisory Sdn. Bhd. My dad had pay for me and I really really need to thank him for giving me this chance. After taking this course I’m gonna have to go for an interview to a few different airlines. But if I’ve failed, I’m gonna continue to take graphic designing at The One Academy, I guess.

Actually I should thank God more cause in my prayer I’d asked him to lead me in my life. A few months earlier, my parents totally don't agree on letting me being a flight attendant. They gave me a big 'NO' cause they're worried and I’m the only daughter yet youngest in the family. Then I prayed to God and ask whether it is alright to take this step. Once my mom had followed me to a short course from Inter-Excel, my mom had changed her mind and she told my dad everything. After that very day, everything had changed and my parents allowed me to be an air stewardess. Well, maybe this is the sign and it's the first step that God had helped me. I gotto do better to achieve it myself.

Weekends are boring unless you're hanging out with your friends somewhere. I can't go anywhere cause trial is still on. I'm hoping that I can get to go out tonight cause it's Bennett's birthday celebration. My so called "Grandpa" is having a celebration! Wooo. Lol. Well, I don't know how I am going to tell my parents about this but I really want to go!

Okay, let me talk some crap right now cause I don't know what should I do now. I don't feel like hitting the books. Its gonna eat my brain cells up if I’m memorizing things again!

Yesterday I had biology tuition at universal and that's the most hilarious class I’ve ever been since February. Everyone is like laughing the hell out of them and they even laugh till their pants drop! Wanna know what's the topic? Continue reading this till the end. We're on biology chapter 4 and I guess many people know what that chapter is. Am I right? We're on that chapter is not because we're slow. It's the last chapter for us cause we've done all the chapters previously. Okay, are you still reading this? I think a lot of people are attracted to this post because of this topic. Lol. Perhaps I should stop or continue telling about this?

Fine fine fine. I'll tell but on one condition and don't get freak out or get disgust! After I tell, don't call me a pervert or what-so-ever. Actually everyone should know this and we're mature enough to know right? All these were not from me, it's from my teacher.

Teacher: What's the taste of the sperm? It's sweet, salty, sour......
Student: Spicy! *everyone laughs*

Teacher: *teacher went crazy and laughs crazily*Okay, actually it's sweet. It contains fructose so it should be sweet. 1 teaspoon of sperm contains around 30 million sperms and it's equal to 5 calories. It contains fructose, protein, enzyme, water, vitamin C and minrals. Wow! Balance diet la not bad and if a reporter comes and ask you how did you survive on an isolated island. Tell them you ate sperm to survive. After doing that you can even advertise about sperm. Okay I’m just kidding! (So everyone was like laughing crazily with tears.)

So i guess that's biology and I think I should stop now, I feel a little disgusted after telling all these again. I don't know how my teacher got to tell all these. He talked about sperm mostly cause he knew more about it. I guess that's all.

I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don’t know where to go, can’t do it alone
I’ve tried and I don’t know why

Slow it down make it stop or else my heart is going to pop
‘cause it’s too much, yeah it’s a lot to be something I’m not
I’m a fool out of love 'cause I just can’t get enough

The part of you is drifting over me. Every time I look you're never there, every time I sleep you're always there. But you're everywhere to me cause you're everything I know.

You've been on my mind since I woke up. I dreamt of you a few nights ago but it's just a dream. I know it won't come true cause life ain't a fairytale.

The second I turn on the radio, those sad songs and the songs which bring back those memories about us just kept playing while I was studying. I can't concentrate on my studies the whole day.

Where'd you go? I miss you so and it's like been forever. The feeling is like endless to me. Sigh. You're irreplaceable in my heart. How can I find a man like you?

Deep down.

Sometimes I just got a feeling that we're not meant to be with each other but I seriously do miss you. I've always been wondering, when can I get to see you again? It's been ages and in these long months, I still can't get you off my mind. I know this may sound stupid but maybe this is just what life is. I'm just a stupid girl with a sense of stupidity.

Without you is just so different. Nothing feels right when I'm not with you. Since the day you left, I've been a mess! I still don't have the guts to tell you how I feel. I'm still deciding whether I should tell you or not cause I'm afraid to be rejected again. You're the only thing that's been on my mind. I wanna let you know that I really want to get back to the old days with you. You're the only one that I wanted and you were the one who I felt for this deep.

You were always pretending but why must you do that? I want the old you. You once stole my heart. You touched my heart and you even made me shed a tear because of you. I miss the time we argue. I miss the time you held me tight in your arms. I miss the old time with you and most importantly I miss you!

This emptiness is just killing me. I'm feeling so alone. We've not been talking for a month and before that, we're always telling silly jokes and making fun of each other but where have you been these days? Please don't ignore me.

I never felt like this before. It's tearing me apart and it's killing me! Life is just like a game. Is there any happy ending?

I know most of you wouldn't read until the end cause it'll be like VERYYYY BORING to you and you'll be saying this "She's been talking this over and over again" but it's alright for me and I don't care what you'll be thinking. I just want to express my feelings out here and I enjoy doing this.

I'm dying! The exam month has officially started. It looks a little late for saying this after having exams for 3 days. Been a little busy this few days and I don't think I will update my blog often. Sorry readers!

Those people who are taking KL trial papers are so lucky. Everyone is like sending tips here and there and I’m just receiving it, it's just useless for me. Stupid school! I want to take the KL papers as well although it's almost the same. But I think it'll be more useful cause I can get to know what question they're asking at trial so that I may know what won't be coming out at SPM.

English paper for today totally sucks! I think the teacher should improve her English before setting those questions for us. Everyone doesn’t know what does the question wants. It made me think over and over again, it’s wasting my time. Biology 3 is freaking hard and I’m wondering, did my school teacher teach us that chapter? I think no. My biology teacher hasn’t even taught us on that chapter and now we have to answer that stupid question. I hope the other two biology papers will be easy so that I can score well. And I got no comments on BM paper. Speechless!
Feeling so stress!

It's the last day for the month of September! Okay this post is just all about birthday. For those who I did not wish you on your birthday, here is it. Sorry about that, hope you guys won't mind. (;

Oh ya! If I had left out someone, please do tell me. I'm gonna update it right away after you'd tell me. Cheers! Have a nice day. *winks*

Left out.
♥ XOXO`

My time is getting shorter and shorter, time really flies fast. We shouldn't waste any of our precious time. I'm happy for myself that I can study this few days but I still can't take a longer time to do my revision. I'm extremely tired of doing this but I still gotto do it for the sake of my future!

Feeling very sleepy every morning, I hope that I take a longer sleep just like the holidays. SPM is just 50 days away and there's not much time left. I still need to go to school for 30 days or less and that's a good thing. As for me, I'm gonna minus some of the day that I won't be going to school and that will probably be just 20 days or less! I'm so gonna study at home, don't call me out anymore.

On the 1st of October is the day which I'm gonna get my braces. A few months ago, I was freaking excited about this but now the feeling was lost. I don't really wanna do this anymore. It's just a random feeling.

Guess who is the cute little boy in the picture! Okay, he's my nephew. Oh my, I sound so old. But I just got to accept the fact. He's my cousin sister's son and he's 3 years old this year. Celebrated his birthday last night although it's not the actual date of his birthday. I love him so much! He's super cute but super naughty.

Well, sometimes I just wish that I’m still a kid. They had so much fun during their birthday and there's a bunch of present waiting for you to open it. The birthday cake even looks nicer and taste better! As for my nephew, he has 3 cakes for his 3rd birthday. One of the cakes has a Doremon and my nephew used a knife to chop off its face. -.-

Some kind of cheese cake.

Strawberry chocolate which is freaking awesome!

Jelly cake? Taste good, seriously!

Face off!

Like father like son! (;

I'm feeling so damn bored today. Went to church as usual and when I’m at church, my girlfriend and I just had to take some picture or camwhore. We do that almost every week! So here it is.

Showing some lame flirting pose. This is just too stupid yet funny! XD

By the way, today my church has a blood donation campaign and here's one of brother showing some idiotic faces after donating his blood. He took a long time to donate and made me felt bored. I can say he took the longest time. He's always and forever crazy, don't blame him! So that's all, so long readers.

I don't know but I think I maybe falling for you
Dropping so quickly, maybe I should keep this to myself
Waiting until I know you better

I am trying not to tell you, but I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feelin'
But I'm tired of holding this inside my head

What's your dating age group? Would you rather date a person who is older than you or younger than you? As for me, a guy who is older than me would surely be better but that was the past. I don't accept any guy who is younger than me, not even a day, an hour, a minute or a second. I seriously mind about it cause that feeling really sucks!

For now, I don't think it really matters cause love is everything about your feelings towards a person. Like what people usually said, "Love is blind". If you really love someone, you wouldn't mind a single thing about that special someone.

Tsunami at Haeundae is an amazing movie! This movie seriously touched my heart and it made me cried badly. This movie is a must watch. Its very touching! Girls, prepare some tissue before watching this movie. Never regretted watching this and I love Korean movie/drama loads! The whole movie is mainly on sacrifices. One of the Korean guy in this movie is real cute, seriously! But he died in the end. *sniff sniff*

Next, The Ugly Truth! This is kinda like a romance movie yet freaking hilarious. There's no regrets for watching this as well. I can say its awesome! But for those who are underage really shouldn't be watching this! Lol. I think this movie is pretty true. People in the world just cant handle the ugly truth. Men only see what they want at first sight and the easiest way to get a man is blow job. Men cannot stand being criticized. They hate control freaks! P/S: If it's untrue, please correct me.

Yesterday I watch both of the movie with my dearest in one day! Well, it's Pui Jing. Someone should have came along with us but she couldn't make it, felt sad for her cause she missed everything. Maybe next time girlfriend, no worries!

My so called dear bought me a birthday present although it's a month away but thank you very muchy! Really love it loads and I'm so gonna appreciate it but I want my pressie now! I just can't wait for one whole month to get my present. You're so cruel. But still, thank you thank you thank you! I love ya. Okay, I feel so gay, gonna stop now! Catch me up readers. Signing out.

Why do guys get shocked when they see or heard that girls are doing boys stuff? Some of them may think it's weird but I don't really think so. We're humans, every human do different things and every human has their own interest. Plus, some guys may underestimate girls in doing something. Even girls will underestimate boys as well. But we shouldn't do that cause every one of us has our own weakness.

One of my friend even said that I’m a lesbian or a tomboy for doing all these stuffs. Although I do all these, I’m still a girl who loves to go shopping, hanging out with my girlfriends, camwhoring, trying out new outfits and even make-up. I’m happy to be who I am and I'm proud of myself!

I'm just interested in doing new stuffs and I love to challenge myself. It's part of life! I think it's enjoying by doing new things. If you don't try, you won't know how fun it would be and your life will just be the same. So go ahead and try something new! Don't stick back to the old fashion way.

I wanted to post this up in my cute little bloggy since last Sunday but I just don't have the time but now I’m super duper free! Everything's over. No more exams but there's a big one coming soon, real soon!

Last two Saturday I managed to go out and it's great. Well, on that very day, I went to church for my youth first and we had fear factor as our program. We have to some drink bitter gourd juice and imagine that, it's real bitter and it's killing us! After having that drink I got a headache. It sucks! Thanks to the organizer, Bennett. You owe me! ROAR.

Next, it's party time! Headed to Piccolo Mondo at Sg.Wang for Bennett's birthday right after church. There's 17 person all together and there's only 3 girls with 14 boys, that's sad for us. Well, I don't know what to say but here are some pictures. I'm just gonna let the picture do the talking!

After dinner, the boys planned to go to Pavilion for some drinking season but failed to do so. Then we walked around Pavilion doing nothing. Later on around 10pm they decided to 'yumcha' at Kaki Corner. The boys watched football there and they went crazy! We talked and laugh for the whole day until it's time. It's already 12plus so Bennett fetched the girls back and I did not went home cause it's already late and it's not convenient. In the end I went to Jiar's place to sleep over.

That's my day when trial is still on. Now the exams are over, I still want to go out more and have lots of funnn! Teheee ;D

Why must people care so much on what you are doing? Especially for those who left you and still caring about you so much. What the hell does this mean? The person tells you like as if he/she is your boyfriend/girlfriend now. She/he doesn’t agree on what you want to be in the past and now we're just friends, can't he/she just give a support and agree on it?

Well, hello! It's my future okay and I’m interested in it. Why do you care so much? I'm not saying that you can't care but why are we talking about the topic as if like a boyfriend and a girlfriend is gonna start a fight? Sigh.

I really appreciate that you still care but please don't talk to me in that manner. Sometimes it really just pissed me off. It's my path, that's the road I want to take.

It's holiday again and I’m bored. I stayed at home to do my revision but I’m day dreaming after a while. I still don't have the mood to study but I’ll try my best to concentrate! Some of you may be wondering why I am so hardworking and not going out, am I right, right right? It's because I’m left with 2 more months. I'm still weak at some subjects, there's no time for me to lose!

I had made lots of things to eat and it's my first time making so much as well. I can say it's all because of my brother. Once i start making something to eat, I won't stop cooking until I’m satisfied. So as for today, my parents aren't around! I've made fried noodles for my brother and it's my first time. My maid should have cook but my brother doesn't want to eat my maid's cooking. Next, kimchi soup! Love it loads! Then chocolate brownies and jelly! Who wants some? But I guess u won't have a chance to eat. Maybe next time! XD

It's been a long time I didn't touch online games. As for today, I went to the cyber cafe with my brother just to play maple story. Thought that it would be boring when I’m playing maple by myself. But luckily Mr. Volcano is there to play with me and he had wasted his precious time leveling. I’m sorry but thank you! (;

I was a freak when I was form 4. I had controlled myself not to play maple since I step into my form 5 life. It's already been nine months. I just don't know why I like the game so much. It's just a 2D game and why am I so addicted to it?

After today's church service I was bored so I called my brother to bring me somewhere and cyber cafe is the place where he brought me to. I spend my day playing maple story at a cyber cafe for approximately 6 hours! Now my head is spinning round and round after playing too much. During the past, 10 hours of maple was normal for me but now I can't take it anymore.

Watching a movie which is so unreal makes you think that it's a stupid movie. I think you all should know what movie I’m talking about, right? If you don't know, take a look at my previous post. The disgusting parts really freak me out. I seriously hate bloods! Some part of the movie is just so illogical, it makes no sense. But overall, it was okay. I guess I’m just gonna give it a rating of 5/10.

After the movie, I went to MBS with my friends for a mooncake festival at night. The whole program was not bad, I’m gonna give it a thumbs up for it and especially the drama, its freaking hilarious! Good job to everyone last night. ;D

FUTSAL! It's the program for today with my church members. We had so much fun although some of us got hit by the ball and I think I’ve been hit the most. It hurts a lot at first but it was alright. I can stand the pain but as for my leg, it still hurt. I didn't get it hurt while playing futsal, it happen when I was running around and I bang into a stone table. Can't even feel my leg right now.


I had two great days! Okay, I think I need to take a rest. I'm exhausted, didn't get enough sleep last night. Gonna take a nap! Catch me up in my next post. Signing off.

Okay actually yesterday was just the second last day of my trial. Now it's really the end of my trial exam! I'm just a little too over excited about everything last night.

I'm gonna watch 'Final Destination 4' this Friday! I'm kinda curious about that movie right now. Normally I don't watch movie like this but I don't know what the hell is wrong with me, I’m so looking forward to this movie. Can somebody just slap me now? Lol.

Ghost movie or any disgusting movie is just not right for me. I hate all these kind of movie but sometimes I’ll watch for the sake of getting out of boredom. Hmmm, any comments for this movie? I think I’m kinda late/outdated for watching this movie but I’m having trial okay, don't blame me. If I’m not having trial, I will be watching tons of movies already. I can't go out too much if not my results will be like a piece of crap.

Looking forward on watching 'The Ugly Truth' as well. Who wants to watch this with me? This is movie is 18 and above but who cares. Lol. To 'ahem ahem', if you wanna watch this, wear a little more mature or else you'll get caught. You know who you are! If you don't feel like watching but still go with me! I wanna watch with you and it's just a random feeling. Don't reject me okay! ;P

I'm so so so gonna enjoy to the max until this Sunday! Let's par-taayyyy! I hope I won't dream until I fall off my bed. Lol. Okay, I think I gotto chill a little. It's just a trial, it's not SPM and why am I so excited and happy? No one knows and I don't know. XD

I had register for a flight attendant preparatory course yesterday, can't wait to take the course on mid of December this year. The company is Inter-Excel Advisory Sdn. Bhd. My dad had pay for me and I really really need to thank him for giving me this chance. After taking this course I’m gonna have to go for an interview to a few different airlines. But if I’ve failed, I’m gonna continue to take graphic designing at The One Academy, I guess.

Actually I should thank God more cause in my prayer I’d asked him to lead me in my life. A few months earlier, my parents totally don't agree on letting me being a flight attendant. They gave me a big 'NO' cause they're worried and I’m the only daughter yet youngest in the family. Then I prayed to God and ask whether it is alright to take this step. Once my mom had followed me to a short course from Inter-Excel, my mom had changed her mind and she told my dad everything. After that very day, everything had changed and my parents allowed me to be an air stewardess. Well, maybe this is the sign and it's the first step that God had helped me. I gotto do better to achieve it myself.

Weekends are boring unless you're hanging out with your friends somewhere. I can't go anywhere cause trial is still on. I'm hoping that I can get to go out tonight cause it's Bennett's birthday celebration. My so called "Grandpa" is having a celebration! Wooo. Lol. Well, I don't know how I am going to tell my parents about this but I really want to go!

Okay, let me talk some crap right now cause I don't know what should I do now. I don't feel like hitting the books. Its gonna eat my brain cells up if I’m memorizing things again!

Yesterday I had biology tuition at universal and that's the most hilarious class I’ve ever been since February. Everyone is like laughing the hell out of them and they even laugh till their pants drop! Wanna know what's the topic? Continue reading this till the end. We're on biology chapter 4 and I guess many people know what that chapter is. Am I right? We're on that chapter is not because we're slow. It's the last chapter for us cause we've done all the chapters previously. Okay, are you still reading this? I think a lot of people are attracted to this post because of this topic. Lol. Perhaps I should stop or continue telling about this?

Fine fine fine. I'll tell but on one condition and don't get freak out or get disgust! After I tell, don't call me a pervert or what-so-ever. Actually everyone should know this and we're mature enough to know right? All these were not from me, it's from my teacher.

Teacher: What's the taste of the sperm? It's sweet, salty, sour......
Student: Spicy! *everyone laughs*

Teacher: *teacher went crazy and laughs crazily*Okay, actually it's sweet. It contains fructose so it should be sweet. 1 teaspoon of sperm contains around 30 million sperms and it's equal to 5 calories. It contains fructose, protein, enzyme, water, vitamin C and minrals. Wow! Balance diet la not bad and if a reporter comes and ask you how did you survive on an isolated island. Tell them you ate sperm to survive. After doing that you can even advertise about sperm. Okay I’m just kidding! (So everyone was like laughing crazily with tears.)

So i guess that's biology and I think I should stop now, I feel a little disgusted after telling all these again. I don't know how my teacher got to tell all these. He talked about sperm mostly cause he knew more about it. I guess that's all.

I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don’t know where to go, can’t do it alone
I’ve tried and I don’t know why

Slow it down make it stop or else my heart is going to pop
‘cause it’s too much, yeah it’s a lot to be something I’m not
I’m a fool out of love 'cause I just can’t get enough

The part of you is drifting over me. Every time I look you're never there, every time I sleep you're always there. But you're everywhere to me cause you're everything I know.

You've been on my mind since I woke up. I dreamt of you a few nights ago but it's just a dream. I know it won't come true cause life ain't a fairytale.

The second I turn on the radio, those sad songs and the songs which bring back those memories about us just kept playing while I was studying. I can't concentrate on my studies the whole day.

Where'd you go? I miss you so and it's like been forever. The feeling is like endless to me. Sigh. You're irreplaceable in my heart. How can I find a man like you?

Deep down.

Sometimes I just got a feeling that we're not meant to be with each other but I seriously do miss you. I've always been wondering, when can I get to see you again? It's been ages and in these long months, I still can't get you off my mind. I know this may sound stupid but maybe this is just what life is. I'm just a stupid girl with a sense of stupidity.

Without you is just so different. Nothing feels right when I'm not with you. Since the day you left, I've been a mess! I still don't have the guts to tell you how I feel. I'm still deciding whether I should tell you or not cause I'm afraid to be rejected again. You're the only thing that's been on my mind. I wanna let you know that I really want to get back to the old days with you. You're the only one that I wanted and you were the one who I felt for this deep.

You were always pretending but why must you do that? I want the old you. You once stole my heart. You touched my heart and you even made me shed a tear because of you. I miss the time we argue. I miss the time you held me tight in your arms. I miss the old time with you and most importantly I miss you!

This emptiness is just killing me. I'm feeling so alone. We've not been talking for a month and before that, we're always telling silly jokes and making fun of each other but where have you been these days? Please don't ignore me.

I never felt like this before. It's tearing me apart and it's killing me! Life is just like a game. Is there any happy ending?

I know most of you wouldn't read until the end cause it'll be like VERYYYY BORING to you and you'll be saying this "She's been talking this over and over again" but it's alright for me and I don't care what you'll be thinking. I just want to express my feelings out here and I enjoy doing this.

I'm dying! The exam month has officially started. It looks a little late for saying this after having exams for 3 days. Been a little busy this few days and I don't think I will update my blog often. Sorry readers!

Those people who are taking KL trial papers are so lucky. Everyone is like sending tips here and there and I’m just receiving it, it's just useless for me. Stupid school! I want to take the KL papers as well although it's almost the same. But I think it'll be more useful cause I can get to know what question they're asking at trial so that I may know what won't be coming out at SPM.

English paper for today totally sucks! I think the teacher should improve her English before setting those questions for us. Everyone doesn’t know what does the question wants. It made me think over and over again, it’s wasting my time. Biology 3 is freaking hard and I’m wondering, did my school teacher teach us that chapter? I think no. My biology teacher hasn’t even taught us on that chapter and now we have to answer that stupid question. I hope the other two biology papers will be easy so that I can score well. And I got no comments on BM paper. Speechless!
Feeling so stress!