When I came home and had my delicious dinner, my parents gave me a surprise although it's a belated birthday. My dad had bought me a Baskin Robin cake which I totally didn't expect. Daddy, you're the greatest dad in the whole wide world, I love you!

By the way, last Saturday the youth had gave me a surprise as well although it's not surprising enough cause I kinda know what's happening. Sorry guys! But thanks for the cake and the present :D

Alright, so I had five celebrations all together. That's kind of a lot for me but I seriously do appreciate it and had loads of fun! I felt like crying now, tears of joy! Lol. I hope next year will be bigger and better. Okay, I'm asking for too much! Just kidding. Well, I never thought it will be this great. I love my friends and family real much, you guys are the best. This year's bitter seventeen had changed to a sweet seventeen! *winks*

I such a good girl on that day cause I went to school. My classmates are celebrating my birthday at Pavilion and not to forget, we celebrated Yuh Wen's birthday as well. Both of us are the princesses of the day! Muahahahaa.

My cute cake!

My two bags of birthday present.

I went to school again! My classmates think that I'd lost my mind for going to school often. I don't know what's wrong with me neither. This time I celebrated with my buddies! You guys are the best jokers. It's hard to eat when you're laughing crazily! Lol.

Our so called "Chef".

Unlimited Baskin Robin!

Alright, I'm gonna end here first. Had two great celebrations this week, thanks guys! Don't stop checking out my blog, maybe there's more coming right up. By the way, there are more pictures uploaded in facebook, go and take a look. So long peeps!

Hello fellow readers! Once again I'm back. I know everyone miss me here! Lol. Alright, cut the crap. As you can see I did not blog for a week and now I've got a lot of things to say but some are craps. You can stop reading if you want to, I don't mind about that.

This month really is a great month! Let's see, how many times did I went for Janpanese food. I went to Sushi King twice last week, Tuesday I went to Ichiban Boshi and yesterday I went to Yaki-Yaki Japanese Buffet. Wait, I had a great meal last Saturday with the youth members although it's not japanese food but the food totally rocks! Oh gosh, I'm gonna get fat! I need to do lots of exercise starting from today! I hope.

The youths went to Adrian's house which is at Desa Parkcity last Saturday. All of us had so much fun there! Especially when we're at the park, there's so many weird-fun-stuffs to play. I'll just let the pictures do the talking right now.

When the fun time end, we headed to 'Ikar' which is owned by Adrian's parent. It's located at Kepong, quite near to Desa Parkcity. There's another one which is at Jalan Ipoh, near to Legend Hotel. When you go there, you have to try 'Yee Mee Cheese Soup'. I'll give many thumbs up for that.

After dinner, Ivan brought me to Rendezvous Restaurant to watch football with his gay friends. Lol. Then he fetched me home and that's the end of the day for last Saturday. There's more coming right up! Check out my blog more often for more updates.

P.S: Credits to Ivan, Jiar Wen and David for the photos.

I'm freaking confused now. Thinking back of the past, things that I’ve done and things that I’ve said. Once again I'm sorry! I didn't mean to do that. This really brings me down. All the feelings I had recently just faded away. I think I'd lost my mind, my head keeps spinning round and round. I miss you again!

Wondering why I did not update my cute precious little blog? Thinking that it's dead huh? Well, think again, you're wrong! It’s still alive, I just don't know what to update recently. Okay, just a little update about myself again. I had my haircut yesterday. It's like I'm cutting my hair every month! Uh, I'm gonna get broke. I'm in love with sushi and I ate it yesterday. Plussssss, it's cheap cheap cheap from Monday until tomorrow, wheeeee! But one bad thing, rice is stuck in between my teeth and my braces! Like what the freak, hate it.

I stayed at home the whole day yesterday and I was supposed to go to school but I skipped school again. So gonna get bored in school and some of my friends aren't going, so why should I go?

As for yesterday, I'm bored since I turned on the computer in the early afternoon but one crazy fella came and turns my day upside-down! I told him I wanna blog about him but I don't know what to say right now, you made me laugh the hell out and forgot everything! But the only thing I remember was this.

Laugh my ass off! We're lame right? I know I know and this is what he always said, pure lameness :P

Well, he's a guy who wants to be a pilot and I want to be an air-stewardess. So we'll meet at the airport next time! Lol.

P.S: You still owe me baby food.
P.P.S: Thanks for making my mouth hurt the whole day.
P.P.P.S: Pilots are pervert! I know i look cute with braces. Mwahahaha!

Setting up braces on my teeth weren't any pain but after today I’m gonna feel the pain for two to three days! I'm so gonna suffer.

Now my teeth start to hurt a little. Can I get to stand the pain for so many days? I just feel like taking them off right now. I can't take in solid food for a few days! From now on, I can't eat various type of food and no cold drinks. Okay, does this consider as a diet for me or what? Uhh..

Porridge or oats will be alright for me but I hate porridge loads! How am I gonna survive? Plus, I got to brush my teeth with two types of brushes and if it's dirty after a meal, I have to brush it. How troublesome is that? Freaking pathetic.

#1 To every PMR candidates, how was your paper on the first day? Heard that it was tough this year. But no matter what happens, just do it with your very best and don't give up! I know you'll be feeling nervous and scare. Just take a deep breath before doing every paper. You'll feel way better after doing that. Trust me!

#2 I'm gonna get my braces tomorrow morning! I'm freaking nervous right now, so let's say I’ll just take a deep breath and get everything fix up first thing in the morning. Don't laugh when you see me! You'll get from me, seriously.

#3 I had bought a grey contact lens a few weeks ago and finally I can get to wear my lens today. I wasn't planning to wear it today but unfortunately I did not bring my spectacles or my normal contact lens to school but I got a colour lens in my bag so I got to use that or else I’ll be just like a blind girl in class, I can't see the white board, it's a little blur.

#4 I need a haircut by next week, it's growing real fast and graduation day is getting nearer! Sometimes I just feel like cutting it real short so that I don't need to go to the saloon every month.

#5 Seriously do need 2 new pairs of heels and I wanna get myself a black genie pants! This feeling is just too random. Teheee.

Everyone needs to leave the world one day but we just don't know when. Nobody can estimate when a person will die. So appreciate your life and live to the max! Enjoy what you have peeps.

This Thursday I’m gonna get my braces. I know I’ve been saying this over and over again but this time I’m sure! Feeling nervous? Yes, I am nervous and I’m prepared to feel the pain. Ouch! It's gonna take an hour to get all fixed up! After 11 in the morning, don't make me smile or laugh. I'll punch you in the face, as if I will. Lol.

He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows, he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

Sometimes when I'm sad, I don't really show it out. You may think that I'm happy but deep inside I'm just not. I really hate this feeling which I had with me right now. It's like a knife that cuts through my heart. Even if I smile, it's just a fake smile which is a lie and telling you that I'm alright. If I can just breathe and make everything fade away.

The problem in my mind is just too complicated. I can't get rid of this feeling, sigh. Nobody can help me in solving this. Somebody please kill me! I'm suffering.

National Baptist Youth Camp is on 9th of December and that's the last day of my SPM. I still don't know whether I'm going or not. If I'm going, I need to find my own transport to the camp cause exam ends on 3.30pm on that day. Sigh.


I kinda miss a lot of things that I've done in my life especially sports. Seeing those juniors training every morning in school. It reminds me when I was having training in the past just like them. Running and doing drills told by my captain and my coach. All of us train together, win together, lose together and suffer together. But now, it's going to end soon. I've skipped many of my training this year and I seriously do regret. I won't have the chance to do it again!

I can't get to go for any competitions anymore. I miss going to every competition! I just love the feeling when I'm at the stadium competing. Mostly, I miss high jump! I just can't keep myself away from it, I freaking love high jump loads. Wishing that I can do it once more.

Secondly, piano! I've stopped my piano lessons since the day I stepped into my Form 3 life. To be honest, I still do love piano and I miss my piano teacher. I'm in Grade 6 now and it's a waste to stop piano cause there's 2 more grades to go to complete it. I wanna continue!

Well, all these regrets that I have in life gave me a lesson. If there is a thing which you really love, do with your very best and don't skip or quit. We shouldn't be lazy or else we'll miss every single thing that comes to us. You'll regret for the rest of your life! So appreciate of what you have at this moment right now. ;D

Lenka and Boys like Girls are back in Malaysia! I really really really wanna see them. Love them loads! They went to Quattro Club last night. Only invited guest are welcome to the club. For those who went are so damn lucky!

It's October! I'm feeling so excited this month. Wanna know why? Okay, apparently my birthday falls on this month and there's 23 days to go! My curiosity is getting higher and higher as days goes by, wondering what's my birthday gonna be like for this year. I'm gonna get my present again! Lol. I'm talking like a little kid here.

As for this year, I really hoped my birthday will be as fun as last year but still, I can't make it too big. I want my seventeen to be sweet and not bitter. On my sweet sixteen was really sweet when he's with me but I wanna wash it all away!

Okay, unfortunately today wasn't the right day to get my braces on. The dentist wants me to come back on next Thursday to get my teeth fix up with braces. Today she was just checking on my X-rays and setting an appointment for me next week. I thought today I’m gonna get it done but I still need to wait for another week. It's not gonna be fun anymore if I got to wait again and again! It's wasting my precious time as well. Sigh.

When I came home and had my delicious dinner, my parents gave me a surprise although it's a belated birthday. My dad had bought me a Baskin Robin cake which I totally didn't expect. Daddy, you're the greatest dad in the whole wide world, I love you!

By the way, last Saturday the youth had gave me a surprise as well although it's not surprising enough cause I kinda know what's happening. Sorry guys! But thanks for the cake and the present :D

Alright, so I had five celebrations all together. That's kind of a lot for me but I seriously do appreciate it and had loads of fun! I felt like crying now, tears of joy! Lol. I hope next year will be bigger and better. Okay, I'm asking for too much! Just kidding. Well, I never thought it will be this great. I love my friends and family real much, you guys are the best. This year's bitter seventeen had changed to a sweet seventeen! *winks*

I such a good girl on that day cause I went to school. My classmates are celebrating my birthday at Pavilion and not to forget, we celebrated Yuh Wen's birthday as well. Both of us are the princesses of the day! Muahahahaa.

My cute cake!

My two bags of birthday present.

I went to school again! My classmates think that I'd lost my mind for going to school often. I don't know what's wrong with me neither. This time I celebrated with my buddies! You guys are the best jokers. It's hard to eat when you're laughing crazily! Lol.

Our so called "Chef".

Unlimited Baskin Robin!

Alright, I'm gonna end here first. Had two great celebrations this week, thanks guys! Don't stop checking out my blog, maybe there's more coming right up. By the way, there are more pictures uploaded in facebook, go and take a look. So long peeps!

Hello fellow readers! Once again I'm back. I know everyone miss me here! Lol. Alright, cut the crap. As you can see I did not blog for a week and now I've got a lot of things to say but some are craps. You can stop reading if you want to, I don't mind about that.

This month really is a great month! Let's see, how many times did I went for Janpanese food. I went to Sushi King twice last week, Tuesday I went to Ichiban Boshi and yesterday I went to Yaki-Yaki Japanese Buffet. Wait, I had a great meal last Saturday with the youth members although it's not japanese food but the food totally rocks! Oh gosh, I'm gonna get fat! I need to do lots of exercise starting from today! I hope.

The youths went to Adrian's house which is at Desa Parkcity last Saturday. All of us had so much fun there! Especially when we're at the park, there's so many weird-fun-stuffs to play. I'll just let the pictures do the talking right now.

When the fun time end, we headed to 'Ikar' which is owned by Adrian's parent. It's located at Kepong, quite near to Desa Parkcity. There's another one which is at Jalan Ipoh, near to Legend Hotel. When you go there, you have to try 'Yee Mee Cheese Soup'. I'll give many thumbs up for that.

After dinner, Ivan brought me to Rendezvous Restaurant to watch football with his gay friends. Lol. Then he fetched me home and that's the end of the day for last Saturday. There's more coming right up! Check out my blog more often for more updates.

P.S: Credits to Ivan, Jiar Wen and David for the photos.

I'm freaking confused now. Thinking back of the past, things that I’ve done and things that I’ve said. Once again I'm sorry! I didn't mean to do that. This really brings me down. All the feelings I had recently just faded away. I think I'd lost my mind, my head keeps spinning round and round. I miss you again!

Wondering why I did not update my cute precious little blog? Thinking that it's dead huh? Well, think again, you're wrong! It’s still alive, I just don't know what to update recently. Okay, just a little update about myself again. I had my haircut yesterday. It's like I'm cutting my hair every month! Uh, I'm gonna get broke. I'm in love with sushi and I ate it yesterday. Plussssss, it's cheap cheap cheap from Monday until tomorrow, wheeeee! But one bad thing, rice is stuck in between my teeth and my braces! Like what the freak, hate it.

I stayed at home the whole day yesterday and I was supposed to go to school but I skipped school again. So gonna get bored in school and some of my friends aren't going, so why should I go?

As for yesterday, I'm bored since I turned on the computer in the early afternoon but one crazy fella came and turns my day upside-down! I told him I wanna blog about him but I don't know what to say right now, you made me laugh the hell out and forgot everything! But the only thing I remember was this.

Laugh my ass off! We're lame right? I know I know and this is what he always said, pure lameness :P

Well, he's a guy who wants to be a pilot and I want to be an air-stewardess. So we'll meet at the airport next time! Lol.

P.S: You still owe me baby food.
P.P.S: Thanks for making my mouth hurt the whole day.
P.P.P.S: Pilots are pervert! I know i look cute with braces. Mwahahaha!

Setting up braces on my teeth weren't any pain but after today I’m gonna feel the pain for two to three days! I'm so gonna suffer.

Now my teeth start to hurt a little. Can I get to stand the pain for so many days? I just feel like taking them off right now. I can't take in solid food for a few days! From now on, I can't eat various type of food and no cold drinks. Okay, does this consider as a diet for me or what? Uhh..

Porridge or oats will be alright for me but I hate porridge loads! How am I gonna survive? Plus, I got to brush my teeth with two types of brushes and if it's dirty after a meal, I have to brush it. How troublesome is that? Freaking pathetic.

#1 To every PMR candidates, how was your paper on the first day? Heard that it was tough this year. But no matter what happens, just do it with your very best and don't give up! I know you'll be feeling nervous and scare. Just take a deep breath before doing every paper. You'll feel way better after doing that. Trust me!

#2 I'm gonna get my braces tomorrow morning! I'm freaking nervous right now, so let's say I’ll just take a deep breath and get everything fix up first thing in the morning. Don't laugh when you see me! You'll get from me, seriously.

#3 I had bought a grey contact lens a few weeks ago and finally I can get to wear my lens today. I wasn't planning to wear it today but unfortunately I did not bring my spectacles or my normal contact lens to school but I got a colour lens in my bag so I got to use that or else I’ll be just like a blind girl in class, I can't see the white board, it's a little blur.

#4 I need a haircut by next week, it's growing real fast and graduation day is getting nearer! Sometimes I just feel like cutting it real short so that I don't need to go to the saloon every month.

#5 Seriously do need 2 new pairs of heels and I wanna get myself a black genie pants! This feeling is just too random. Teheee.

Everyone needs to leave the world one day but we just don't know when. Nobody can estimate when a person will die. So appreciate your life and live to the max! Enjoy what you have peeps.

This Thursday I’m gonna get my braces. I know I’ve been saying this over and over again but this time I’m sure! Feeling nervous? Yes, I am nervous and I’m prepared to feel the pain. Ouch! It's gonna take an hour to get all fixed up! After 11 in the morning, don't make me smile or laugh. I'll punch you in the face, as if I will. Lol.

He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows, he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

Sometimes when I'm sad, I don't really show it out. You may think that I'm happy but deep inside I'm just not. I really hate this feeling which I had with me right now. It's like a knife that cuts through my heart. Even if I smile, it's just a fake smile which is a lie and telling you that I'm alright. If I can just breathe and make everything fade away.

The problem in my mind is just too complicated. I can't get rid of this feeling, sigh. Nobody can help me in solving this. Somebody please kill me! I'm suffering.

National Baptist Youth Camp is on 9th of December and that's the last day of my SPM. I still don't know whether I'm going or not. If I'm going, I need to find my own transport to the camp cause exam ends on 3.30pm on that day. Sigh.


I kinda miss a lot of things that I've done in my life especially sports. Seeing those juniors training every morning in school. It reminds me when I was having training in the past just like them. Running and doing drills told by my captain and my coach. All of us train together, win together, lose together and suffer together. But now, it's going to end soon. I've skipped many of my training this year and I seriously do regret. I won't have the chance to do it again!

I can't get to go for any competitions anymore. I miss going to every competition! I just love the feeling when I'm at the stadium competing. Mostly, I miss high jump! I just can't keep myself away from it, I freaking love high jump loads. Wishing that I can do it once more.

Secondly, piano! I've stopped my piano lessons since the day I stepped into my Form 3 life. To be honest, I still do love piano and I miss my piano teacher. I'm in Grade 6 now and it's a waste to stop piano cause there's 2 more grades to go to complete it. I wanna continue!

Well, all these regrets that I have in life gave me a lesson. If there is a thing which you really love, do with your very best and don't skip or quit. We shouldn't be lazy or else we'll miss every single thing that comes to us. You'll regret for the rest of your life! So appreciate of what you have at this moment right now. ;D

Lenka and Boys like Girls are back in Malaysia! I really really really wanna see them. Love them loads! They went to Quattro Club last night. Only invited guest are welcome to the club. For those who went are so damn lucky!

It's October! I'm feeling so excited this month. Wanna know why? Okay, apparently my birthday falls on this month and there's 23 days to go! My curiosity is getting higher and higher as days goes by, wondering what's my birthday gonna be like for this year. I'm gonna get my present again! Lol. I'm talking like a little kid here.

As for this year, I really hoped my birthday will be as fun as last year but still, I can't make it too big. I want my seventeen to be sweet and not bitter. On my sweet sixteen was really sweet when he's with me but I wanna wash it all away!

Okay, unfortunately today wasn't the right day to get my braces on. The dentist wants me to come back on next Thursday to get my teeth fix up with braces. Today she was just checking on my X-rays and setting an appointment for me next week. I thought today I’m gonna get it done but I still need to wait for another week. It's not gonna be fun anymore if I got to wait again and again! It's wasting my precious time as well. Sigh.