WTFBBQZOMFG!
Boys Like Girls are coming to Malaysia again! Guess what? It's tonight! :D

29 January 2010, Friday at 7.30pm!
Venue: Nokia Comes With Music Launch @ Bukit Kiara Equestrian Club (Indoor Arena)

I'm so so so going! Ohhh, one more thing, the entrance is free! Surprise huhh? But people gotto head there early to grab those free tickets! The booth will be open on 7pm, so I'm going there on 4pm! I will do anything for BLG :DDD

Hope I can get those tickets! Wish me luck folks..

Saw the picture up there? Looks nice and tasty right? This dish was cooked by a french chef in Taylor's University College. Oh by the way, he's kinda handsome too! Lol.

Alright, am confirming that I'm studying at Taylor on April since my dad wants me to study there. Okay okay, I want to go there too! This gets me even more excited about going to college! Plus it's a excellent college for people who are taking Hospitality Management. After I get my diploma, am gonna get a degree in Culinary Arts! I'm gonna cook a dish like the picture above next time! Watch me.

Far away.
♥ hearts`

This is seriously worst than school! It's tough, it's tiring, so what's next? Getting more and more assignment from both of my courses. For my 3D nail art, I need to draw different design on 30 fake nails! It's killing me. As for my flight attendant course, normally I only get to bring one assignment home but this time it's five! It's a group work, don't sound so bad anymore right? Anyway, this assignments may get us a reward if we did it really well.

I'm complaining too much! Well, it's just too sudden when there's a pile of work from both of the course. Gotto stop complaining and work hard! I must achieve my dreams and walk into my bright future :)

It's magic!
♥ XOXO`

She's really strict on grooming, even what we wear, it must be right and not less out!

Example, if a guy did not wear a tie, he'll be punish badly.
Example, if a girl did not wear a pantyhose, she'll be punish badly as well.

One girl even cried when our lecturer raise up her voice towards her. Scary huhh? :/

Today, I got scolded by my friend because of my blog post. FML

Days aren't gonna be sunny without you. Every raindrop are always showering upon me. Every drop of rain is like a needle piercing my heart. In my whole life in school, I never ever cry before but until a day, my heart was broken and that was the day I cried. It was my first and yet the last. I want you back, I want you so badly that I even dream of you last night. It was a dream, a dream that brings us back together again. We were happy. I'm sitting in your car, going to a place, a place where there's no one around. We're having so much fun but when I woke up, it's just a dream, a dream that will never come true.

The date 13th of January is just a normal day, there's nothing important or any special events going on but this date just keep popping out of my mind. Is it because I'm too conscious of the days passing by or is it because of you? Sigh.

Reading back the post that I’ve wrote last time, I remember this date was the day we walk on our own ways. It's been a year already! Damn I really hate myself. Do I still love you? I have no doubt. Bah! Whatever. I've told myself before, after one year, I will really let you go! I was hoping that we would be together again but now I know, there's no hope for you and me. I feel so stupid, it’s just a waste of time.

Am single for approximately one year and being single isn't that bad after all. Without you, I'll still be fine. So gonna enjoy my sweet legal life. It's freedom! You heard me,

We were both young when I first saw you. We met in a place where the waves crash into the sands and you can feel the cool breeze blowing by. It's like we're in paradise and we're meant for each other.

As days goes by, our feelings towards each other is like a tree growing with the morning light. Hand-in-hand, holding each other's tiny little finger and not letting go. Our love is like a never ending road.

On the love bird's day, love is in the air. The touch of love, you become a poet. You wrote a poem, it melts my heart. Thinking back, it's the sweetest thing ever. It is a poem, a poem that describes fully on your love to me.

In the end you said,

"Although I might not be your first love,
but I want to be your most love.
Although I may not be the most perfect person in your heart,
but I want to stay forever in your mind.
And now that I have said what I've wanted to say.
I hope that you will read this and in memory you'll stay."

You made me think so much deeper into the future. I got a feeling, we would be together forever. We would get married and have kids. Nothing can be happier than the daily sweet memories we had. I'm truly yours.

I dreamt a lot but one night you said you got to get away. We went on our own separate ways. You said our love can't grow anymore. It's like a knife that cuts through my heart. So deep, so deep that it may take a long time to heal. But when it is healed, there is still a scar, a scar which will stay forever.

I don't want your goodbye, I don't want to be alone. Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain and no matter where I go, it is always pouring all the same. These streets are filled with memories. Both perfect and in pain. All I want to do is love you but I'm the only one to blame.

As our life goes on, we became friends. I'm upset. You moved on faster than me. You treat me like a stranger. You don't want to see me. You talk to me in a different way. Your words felt like a knife. I'm not living this life.

I know we can never go back. I will never regret having you by my side. I'm glad that I have you as my friend. This is the only last words that I can say and so I ended my life.

Been busy this few days, feel like abandoning my blog already. I really want to update it but there's no time for me. I'm only having two courses, four classes in a week but I have a lot of work to do! It isn't easy for me, having loads of homework, it's like school. Well, I kinda miss high school right now. The worst thing right now is I can't get to talk or see my friends much! I miss them so badly.

1. Bring more friends to church. It's gonna be fun this year cause my church are having loads of exciting events! So, give time to join the events this year! :D

2. Need to change myself. Am going to change my look and not only the outer beauty but the inner beauty of me, myself! So, all the bad habits and the bad attitude have to be vanish.

3. Gotto stop emo-ing. This isn't a good thing, when people see me emo, they'll be emo too! So I gotto smile more and by smiling more, it could brighten up people's day!

4. Stay healthy always! I seriously gotto take care of my own health cause last year I fell sick like almost every month! Maybe I'm gonna stay in a hostel when I'm in college, so vitamins, I'm gonna bring you down.

5. Get someone and throw the past away. Like you know "someone". Lol. It's a new year already and I really gotto let the past down and move on! I must keep on telling myself that there's not gonna be another chance between him and I.

6. Bug my dad for IT. He gives me what I want but he's not letting me to get my driving license! Oh daddy please.

7. Save more money! Now this is what I really must do. Been spending like crazy! Not gonna let my money out of my purse so much, it must stay with me more often before going to another owner. Lol.

8. Amazing Race! Does not matter whether it's Amazing Race Asia or my church's Amazing Race II, as long as there's an event like that, I must go! Chargeeeeeee...

Phew! Finally I'd write down my resolution for 2010 or else I'll be a person without aim and I'm gonna be so lost without it. I kinda ditch my 2009 resolution and I think it kinda mess up but not that's not gonna happen this time. Must stick to my resolution this year! Watch me babeyy. XD

It's the fourth day of this year and I haven't even update once! I've been busy with a few outings with my friends and some classes which I've registered had already started. Currently I'm attending a manicure class at Pudu and a flight attendant preparatory course at KL Plaza. So, I’m not available on Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Saturday! But you still call me out after or before my class starts. Tehee!

P.S: Ask me for the time cause sometimes the time will be changed and you still can meet me up!

Well, let's talk back about the past. It's not about 2009, it's about this year! Okay maybe I’ll talk a little about 2009 which is a few hours before New Year. I'd spend my New Year Eve having steamboat near Sunway Pyramid with Ivan, Bennett and their gay friends! LOL. When the clock strikes 12, we're playing bowling at Sunway and then headed to Boston for some drink until 3am!

During New Year’s night, had a western dinner at Puchong with my family which is freaking awesome! I rate 10/10 for that restaurant. You should try it out. The name of the restaurant is "Steak Out Steak House", if I’m not mistaken!

The next day, I went for my nail course and I was the only student there. It's kinda boring when there’s no friend with you but there's a good thing as well, the time is flexible for me! After that, went shopping with my mommy and I’d bought loads of stuff. One thing which really surprises me was that I can buy so damn many shoes in one day! I thought my mom will give me a big NO but eventually it was a yes yes yes and YES! Bought a whole set of make-up which is pricey * jaws dropped down* and 2 formal outfits for my course :)

The other day which is yesterday, I went to church and after that I had lunch with my brother at Pandan Indah. It was his treat and always his when I am with him! Muahahaha.

P.P.S: I love my brothers! Three of them :D

Basically, everything I’ve write up there are just the things that I’ve done in my first few days in year 2010! So, there's nothing much but I really appreciate those who'd finished reading all these craps cause it's just long and messy! By the way, happy schooling peeeps!

WTFBBQZOMFG!
Boys Like Girls are coming to Malaysia again! Guess what? It's tonight! :D

29 January 2010, Friday at 7.30pm!
Venue: Nokia Comes With Music Launch @ Bukit Kiara Equestrian Club (Indoor Arena)

I'm so so so going! Ohhh, one more thing, the entrance is free! Surprise huhh? But people gotto head there early to grab those free tickets! The booth will be open on 7pm, so I'm going there on 4pm! I will do anything for BLG :DDD

Hope I can get those tickets! Wish me luck folks..

Saw the picture up there? Looks nice and tasty right? This dish was cooked by a french chef in Taylor's University College. Oh by the way, he's kinda handsome too! Lol.

Alright, am confirming that I'm studying at Taylor on April since my dad wants me to study there. Okay okay, I want to go there too! This gets me even more excited about going to college! Plus it's a excellent college for people who are taking Hospitality Management. After I get my diploma, am gonna get a degree in Culinary Arts! I'm gonna cook a dish like the picture above next time! Watch me.

Far away.
♥ hearts`

This is seriously worst than school! It's tough, it's tiring, so what's next? Getting more and more assignment from both of my courses. For my 3D nail art, I need to draw different design on 30 fake nails! It's killing me. As for my flight attendant course, normally I only get to bring one assignment home but this time it's five! It's a group work, don't sound so bad anymore right? Anyway, this assignments may get us a reward if we did it really well.

I'm complaining too much! Well, it's just too sudden when there's a pile of work from both of the course. Gotto stop complaining and work hard! I must achieve my dreams and walk into my bright future :)

It's magic!
♥ XOXO`

She's really strict on grooming, even what we wear, it must be right and not less out!

Example, if a guy did not wear a tie, he'll be punish badly.
Example, if a girl did not wear a pantyhose, she'll be punish badly as well.

One girl even cried when our lecturer raise up her voice towards her. Scary huhh? :/

Today, I got scolded by my friend because of my blog post. FML

Days aren't gonna be sunny without you. Every raindrop are always showering upon me. Every drop of rain is like a needle piercing my heart. In my whole life in school, I never ever cry before but until a day, my heart was broken and that was the day I cried. It was my first and yet the last. I want you back, I want you so badly that I even dream of you last night. It was a dream, a dream that brings us back together again. We were happy. I'm sitting in your car, going to a place, a place where there's no one around. We're having so much fun but when I woke up, it's just a dream, a dream that will never come true.

The date 13th of January is just a normal day, there's nothing important or any special events going on but this date just keep popping out of my mind. Is it because I'm too conscious of the days passing by or is it because of you? Sigh.

Reading back the post that I’ve wrote last time, I remember this date was the day we walk on our own ways. It's been a year already! Damn I really hate myself. Do I still love you? I have no doubt. Bah! Whatever. I've told myself before, after one year, I will really let you go! I was hoping that we would be together again but now I know, there's no hope for you and me. I feel so stupid, it’s just a waste of time.

Am single for approximately one year and being single isn't that bad after all. Without you, I'll still be fine. So gonna enjoy my sweet legal life. It's freedom! You heard me,

We were both young when I first saw you. We met in a place where the waves crash into the sands and you can feel the cool breeze blowing by. It's like we're in paradise and we're meant for each other.

As days goes by, our feelings towards each other is like a tree growing with the morning light. Hand-in-hand, holding each other's tiny little finger and not letting go. Our love is like a never ending road.

On the love bird's day, love is in the air. The touch of love, you become a poet. You wrote a poem, it melts my heart. Thinking back, it's the sweetest thing ever. It is a poem, a poem that describes fully on your love to me.

In the end you said,

"Although I might not be your first love,
but I want to be your most love.
Although I may not be the most perfect person in your heart,
but I want to stay forever in your mind.
And now that I have said what I've wanted to say.
I hope that you will read this and in memory you'll stay."

You made me think so much deeper into the future. I got a feeling, we would be together forever. We would get married and have kids. Nothing can be happier than the daily sweet memories we had. I'm truly yours.

I dreamt a lot but one night you said you got to get away. We went on our own separate ways. You said our love can't grow anymore. It's like a knife that cuts through my heart. So deep, so deep that it may take a long time to heal. But when it is healed, there is still a scar, a scar which will stay forever.

I don't want your goodbye, I don't want to be alone. Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain and no matter where I go, it is always pouring all the same. These streets are filled with memories. Both perfect and in pain. All I want to do is love you but I'm the only one to blame.

As our life goes on, we became friends. I'm upset. You moved on faster than me. You treat me like a stranger. You don't want to see me. You talk to me in a different way. Your words felt like a knife. I'm not living this life.

I know we can never go back. I will never regret having you by my side. I'm glad that I have you as my friend. This is the only last words that I can say and so I ended my life.

Been busy this few days, feel like abandoning my blog already. I really want to update it but there's no time for me. I'm only having two courses, four classes in a week but I have a lot of work to do! It isn't easy for me, having loads of homework, it's like school. Well, I kinda miss high school right now. The worst thing right now is I can't get to talk or see my friends much! I miss them so badly.

1. Bring more friends to church. It's gonna be fun this year cause my church are having loads of exciting events! So, give time to join the events this year! :D

2. Need to change myself. Am going to change my look and not only the outer beauty but the inner beauty of me, myself! So, all the bad habits and the bad attitude have to be vanish.

3. Gotto stop emo-ing. This isn't a good thing, when people see me emo, they'll be emo too! So I gotto smile more and by smiling more, it could brighten up people's day!

4. Stay healthy always! I seriously gotto take care of my own health cause last year I fell sick like almost every month! Maybe I'm gonna stay in a hostel when I'm in college, so vitamins, I'm gonna bring you down.

5. Get someone and throw the past away. Like you know "someone". Lol. It's a new year already and I really gotto let the past down and move on! I must keep on telling myself that there's not gonna be another chance between him and I.

6. Bug my dad for IT. He gives me what I want but he's not letting me to get my driving license! Oh daddy please.

7. Save more money! Now this is what I really must do. Been spending like crazy! Not gonna let my money out of my purse so much, it must stay with me more often before going to another owner. Lol.

8. Amazing Race! Does not matter whether it's Amazing Race Asia or my church's Amazing Race II, as long as there's an event like that, I must go! Chargeeeeeee...

Phew! Finally I'd write down my resolution for 2010 or else I'll be a person without aim and I'm gonna be so lost without it. I kinda ditch my 2009 resolution and I think it kinda mess up but not that's not gonna happen this time. Must stick to my resolution this year! Watch me babeyy. XD

It's the fourth day of this year and I haven't even update once! I've been busy with a few outings with my friends and some classes which I've registered had already started. Currently I'm attending a manicure class at Pudu and a flight attendant preparatory course at KL Plaza. So, I’m not available on Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Saturday! But you still call me out after or before my class starts. Tehee!

P.S: Ask me for the time cause sometimes the time will be changed and you still can meet me up!

Well, let's talk back about the past. It's not about 2009, it's about this year! Okay maybe I’ll talk a little about 2009 which is a few hours before New Year. I'd spend my New Year Eve having steamboat near Sunway Pyramid with Ivan, Bennett and their gay friends! LOL. When the clock strikes 12, we're playing bowling at Sunway and then headed to Boston for some drink until 3am!

During New Year’s night, had a western dinner at Puchong with my family which is freaking awesome! I rate 10/10 for that restaurant. You should try it out. The name of the restaurant is "Steak Out Steak House", if I’m not mistaken!

The next day, I went for my nail course and I was the only student there. It's kinda boring when there’s no friend with you but there's a good thing as well, the time is flexible for me! After that, went shopping with my mommy and I’d bought loads of stuff. One thing which really surprises me was that I can buy so damn many shoes in one day! I thought my mom will give me a big NO but eventually it was a yes yes yes and YES! Bought a whole set of make-up which is pricey * jaws dropped down* and 2 formal outfits for my course :)

The other day which is yesterday, I went to church and after that I had lunch with my brother at Pandan Indah. It was his treat and always his when I am with him! Muahahaha.

P.P.S: I love my brothers! Three of them :D

Basically, everything I’ve write up there are just the things that I’ve done in my first few days in year 2010! So, there's nothing much but I really appreciate those who'd finished reading all these craps cause it's just long and messy! By the way, happy schooling peeeps!