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Valentine and Forever?
Saturday, February 14, 2009 @ 8:04 PM  It's Valentine's Day. Saw so many couples today, they're so happy. I just wish that i have someone to be with me. It makes me think of you when i saw those sweet couples, i can't get you out of my mind.Sigh, the word 'Forever'? You made me believe this word and now I think I won't believe in it anymore. What's the big deal of saying forever which you didn't mean it. You kept on saying forever to me and now, sigh. I'm suffering so much without you in my life. Sometimes, i doubt that whether i still love you or not. It's so complicated. You told me this sentence once and now I'm using it to express my feelings towards you. I know i can forget you but sometimes you just popped out of my mind. There's a feeling which i can't describe. I felt that i don't love you anymore but i miss you. Why is this happening? When you chat with me in MSN, i treated you as a normal friend but when I'm in difficulties or when I'm alone, i think of you. This makes me being complicated. I really miss last year, it was the best year of my life! Well, i really want to let you go and i will! I won't hurt myself anymore, i know i've been saying this lots of times but i'm really trying hard. When I'm with you, i don't wanna ever love another. You're unlike any other person. When i close my eyes, the flashback starts. I can't get your smile out of my mind. I miss you. I miss your love, your kiss, your hugs, your voice, your jokes, your singing, everything! Okay, that's enough. Today, as what i've said in the previous post. Hang out with my buddies at Pavilion. Nothing special for today, just went for a movie and had our lunch there. Glad that there's friends around making each and everyone happy all the time. Happy Valentine's Day. Love is in the air, HEARTS <3 |
